A lot of people are surprised to learn that I am an introvert. I'm not naturally outgoing, I don't really love speaking in front of people or being the center of attention, so teaching has always seemed like the furthest thing from my comfort zone. Yet, somehow, at the same time, it has always been my calling. On paper, I should be terrible as an educator, but as an introvert, I draw energy from others and from the environment. I latch onto things that energize me to get me through each day...and for me, it's this work. And I believe that why it works.
In the classroom, I thrive on systems, organized routine, and the art of lesson planning. A well made lesson plan is like my script, so I can "play" my part (very much like an actress- side note: subbing makes me feel like a fraud because I'm usually so unsure of what's going on in someone else's space). Knowing exactly what I am planning to say and do gives me confident energy to do the work every day. For me, it also comes from the content and the challenge of creating a dynamic lesson to make even the "boring" stuff something my students could find engaging. It's almost a "tell me I can't, so I will" fight or flight mentality. I'm big on beginning with the end in mind, eyes on the prize, laser focused kind of energy, too, and that's what I bring to my students. My students have always responded positively to the mix of the calm confidence and the all (mostly) business energy that is me, which I attribute to the fact that it is truly ME in a professional setting. I use this natural energy to create a classroom vibe that is safe and comfortable, productive, respectful, and values student success.
I think the biggest takeaway I've learned over the years in education is that "fake it til you make it" is not sustainable. Yes, it might feel like you are playing a "role" at times, but your character should be rooted in reality. Figure yourself out and work with what you have. Turn your natural energy that into something that works for you and your students. The end.
If you took anything away from this post, I hope it's these 3 things:
- Know yourself and your limits.
- Find something about this job that drives you and tap into that energy.
- Present that energy to your class, every day. It's important.
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